December 31, 2012

Good Bye 2012

Filed under: Uncategorized — pENpeNCilsCrayolas @ 10:10 am


gOODbye 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sad to end it but this is how things goes -they end and with your year -its been great to live in that moments . I am lucky to be alive in your year and praying to live more.

Even things change much -and I grew one more older . The things and those persons -those moments will be here in my heart forever. I am not sad to say goodbye 2012 but I am feeling bad that as another year is coming there will be a lot that must be leave and be part of the past and one of it is your year-2012.

What scares me more is that -I may totally leave you forever with no hopes to refresh again or forget it all.

The fact is that I am so like wanna move forward and never look back.

That the people once I cherished might as well  be leave behind . That pain must move away and happiness should stay. And that being more strong is a brave thing to do in facing all the stuff -that this new year could bring.

I am leave scared .

The most worst part is that I am scared of being hurt getting more each day as I step forward my feet .

That maybe -I am just really alone since start.

Though things end this way -dearest 2012  you brought me life lessons -too much to bear anyway but the Lord is great he heals me day by day.

I am trying .

You know how it was and how it is now.

So please as you move your way out of the calendar .

One thing I only asked of you -2012 remains the happy thoughts but take away the bad ones.

Welcome your goodbyes and Welcome your start 🙂

Happy To end this way -2012

I am happy your brought me the tears &  laughter’s-braver.

Bye now  2012

And lets welcome 2013.

-The God’s grace still live and that he always remain every other year.-amen. 

December 19, 2012

As my life turn’s another page:)

Filed under: Uncategorized — pENpeNCilsCrayolas @ 10:26 am

As my life turn's another page:)

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